That feeling (Natsuki/Satsuki X Reader)

This feeling...what is it?  Why do I feel this way when I'm around him? I've never felt like this. Not about anyone before.

'Why? Why now?' You thought as you walked down the dark,barely lit hallway. You were too lost in thought to pay attention to where you were going.Your thoughts wouldn't go away..he wouldn't go away. You knew romance was forbidden,but you wished that having crushes were too. Your mind would always go over your heart but for some reason you mind wouldn't let him go...but why?

You snapped back to reality when you noticed you were somewhere strange. You looked at your surroundings,you were still in the building but something was off. As you looked around you couldn't find a single soul in the hallway or a door for that matter.

"Well shit!" You yelled as you saw no one was around,which frustrated you further. So you decided to walk a little further, not knowing if the the hallway would lead to somewhere you knew. Silence filled the stagnant air,it was a whole lot older than the other part of the building which made you more nervous than you already were. As you walked a little bit further you began to hear footsteps behind you.

"You know,you shouldn't be out here alone.' The voice paused,stunning you. You were afraid to turn around but your body began to without thought. You looked to where the voice was,a person emerged from the darkness that held it. It was him.

"N..Nats..suki?" You began to studder. Natsuki only smiled,but it wasn't his usually happy-go-lucky smile. It was more callus,more evil,mischievous to say the least. It was Satsuki.

"Like I said ________,You shouldn't be out here alone. You'll get hurt." He came closer making you back up. You turn to run but only found a wall in your way. You turned to see Natsuki only a few inches away from you. You began to panic but quickly recovered and straightened.

"Natsuki,I mean,Satsuki. I know what your going through,I know your just trying to protect Natsuki but.." He interrupted by slamming his hand against the wall.

"How could you know? You know it's because people like you,people who pretend to be friends and then when their done walk away without saying anything. I don't want him hurt anymore!"  It hurt you,what he said. You looked up at Satsuki with tears welling up in your (e/c) eye's looking in his green ones.

"You know I would never hurt him! Never! He's my friend,he saved me when I was at my lowest and I can never repay him for that,' You began choking up at the thought.

*flash back*

Before you met Natsuki you were treated very bad by others in school,one day you just didn't show up. You sat on the edge of the lake that sat on the school grounds,It calmed you. You wanted to get out of there,you were done being hurt. You had your bags packed and ready to start over somewhere,not here.  As you began to get up you noticed someone running up to you,which only made you want to run. You jumped up,grabbed your bags and ran. But to your luck the person caught up to you and grabbed you wrist to make you stop. You turned around to see a tall blonde holding on,panting from the run.

"_________-chan,why didn't you show up?" He had a look of sadness,you didn't know why he was upset.

"I'm sorry I just couldn't...take it." You tried not to but,you broke down. From then on you and Natsuki have become really good friends until you started to feel something. You didn't know what it was but inside you did. You didn't want to like him like that because he was your friend,one of your closest friend's. But you couldn't help yourself,he was too adorable not to.

Satsuki noticed how you felt and that you were serious and backed off a little,lowering his arm.
You were shocked by how he reacted as he looked at you. As he turned around to walk off you grabbed his hand to pull him back,now it was his turn to be shocked. he turned around and faced you.

"Natsuki cares about you,I just wasn't sure. Now I know." Satsuki pulled something out of his pocket. It was Natsuki's glasses. As he went to put them on you stopped him,just for a moment.

"What do you know?" You asked,still shook up.

"I know that You deserve him and he deserves you. I know that you will protect him when he needs protected and we will protect you." He barely gave a smile which was enough for you,Satsuki never smiled which made you a little giddy.

Satsuki put on the round pair of glasses and a blank look crossed his face. He looked and noticed that it was you,he smiled that wonderful smile that was Natsuki. You ran up to him and embraced him in a massive bear hug,which he gladly returned the gesture. He noticed that you had been crying and lifted up your head,making you look him in the eye.

"Whats the matter _________-chan?" He looked worried but smiled,which made you smile.

"Nothing now." You said laying your head on his chest,his chin resting on your head.

"I Love you _______-Chan." You looked up in shock,which quickly turned to happiness.

"I love you too Natsuki-chan" You too quickly got to running,noticing what time it was and made your way back to your dorms. You were the happiest you have ever been thanks to Natsuki and Satsuki.